Hey there! Thanks for stopping by. I want to start by saying how excited—and honestly a little nervous—I am to be creating this space and putting myself out there in such a personal way. But after a lot of thought, I’ve come to believe that there’s real value in honesty, vulnerability, and connection. So this is my attempt to invite that into my life… and maybe yours.

This site is a mix of my personal journey, reflections, and something a little different—an opportunity. I’ll be sharing all kinds of stories: funny ones, deep ones, awkward moments, and little victories. Some will be from my past, and some will just be me figuring things out in real-time. I don’t mind answering questions either—as long as they’re respectful and not too identifying. If you’re curious, ask away. I want this to be a space where openness is welcomed.

About Me
Let me start with something deeply personal. I’m a 48-year-old man. I’ve lived a full life in many ways—experienced challenges, growth, joy, independence—but there’s one thing I’ve yet to experience: full physical intimacy.
Now, to be clear, I’ve had opportunities. But for me, it’s never just been about the physical part. I’ve always wanted my first full experience to be with someone I loved, someone I felt a real connection with. That never quite came together, and while I have no regrets about waiting, I do sometimes wonder if the right experience might still be out there.
Importantly, I’ve never wanted to pay for it—I’m not looking for a transaction. What I’m looking for is meaning. Trust. Warmth. Chemistry. Someone who sees me, not just what I can give them.

This isn’t about desperation or loneliness—it’s about openness. I’ve come to a point in my life where I’m done hiding or feeling ashamed of my path. We all walk different roads. This is mine. Maybe yours has some twists and turns too.

How This Works
So here’s what this site is for:
There’s a form you can fill out if you’re interested in connecting. This isn’t a dating site, and it’s not about pressure. It’s about possibility.

The form asks a few questions to help me get to know you. It will also give you space to share a bit about yourself, your views, your personality, and yes—there’s a spot to upload pictures. You can choose whether or not those are shown publicly; your privacy matters here.

Once your form is submitted, I’ll read through everything carefully and give each profile a thoughtful rating. If you’re chosen for a potential connection, you’ll always have the option to say no. Nothing is ever expected or assumed. Consent, comfort, and respect are at the center of everything here.